’The Moormen’
This is by far the longest BLOG post I have ever written, it is open ended and will be continually edited as The Moormen series progress for it is my growing explanation for a new work direction over an indefinite period, part explanation, part philosophy part everything else that relates to, The Moormen and women.
'The Moormen'. are a series depicting an imaginary race inspired by real people, 'the colorful characters, the ones who stand out in a crowd, either by their own actions or their inactions, sometimes because of their life-style, sometimes because of their life choices, sometimes, driven by situation, by cause and effect. Moormen generally live out their days oblivious to the affairs of the outside world, sometimes if only for a moment of freedom from their own concerns, a world where, either of their own uncaring nature or simply too vast and foreign as to be even a part of their thought process, perhaps even, ignorant to the troubles of the human race and the future of the world they live in, oblivious to the trillions spent to the Space race, to the trillions spent dealing with the very Human sufferings of elsewhere, of War, Famine, Natural disasters they have troubles enough themselves deal with even if only trying to make the pennies last the week.
For one group of people, their world is all of the world, a world where, sometimes or often, the proverbial 'Airing of Laundry' renders them naked but unperturbed, sometimes good days, sometimes bad and sometimes terrible days they wish they had not woken too but each morning, mostly, it starts with a smile and a hope, sometimes their days often start or end with the emergency services in attendance, real life, real people, life is rarely without an event of one kind or another for a people watcher, it is of this group of individuals that I focus on for the 'Moormen' series for they are a daily part of my life as they go about their business, some of surviving from one day to the next, mentally, spiritually or financially, there is always something going on in the life of a Moorman, it is never ending, the ducking and diving bobbing and weaving and always trying to stay one step ahead of speedy contemporary life; these individuals expose themselves as emotionally naked and live out their most intimate thoughts of their passions or desires freed from responsible thought, anger, joy, bitterness, frustrations all played out for the world to see, at these times I see these people alone, those who they are close to only able to offer flawed advice or, as is often the case, as much being a part of the problem than the solution.
You cannot quantify a tragedy or a joy, they are personal, an old saying is ‘’Where theres muck theres brass’’, one mans pleasure may be anothers lifeline however to the individual ‘’the situation’’ is whatever it is to that persons life, even between cultures there are differences in what is a tragedy, a death celebrated at Brazils ‘Day of the Dead’ is, for another a path to sorrows beyond the ability to cope embarking that person on a road with no happy ending, a Martyr in one culture, a tragedy in another, hunger, sorrow, joy, happiness, celebration, commiseration, so often you will see the statement, ‘Don’t Judge me until you have walked in my shoes’ yet for The Moormen, the real people of the world there is no ‘’What happens in house stays in house, for others this is gospel.
Another group of people who stand out to me are those whose lives are, perhaps, societies 'normal', slipping through life they manage their day to days, even if not in extreme comfort, a step ahead of their game and easily able to lose themselves in a moment of solitude in their seemingly busy schedules.
This is much farther reaching group than the small community in which I live, this is global, the neither not rich nor poor people that comprise the middle of society, even when enveloped in some life serious situation they do not manage it alone they have friends and family, a support network with whom they share their troubles and accept good advice, I see them in those moments when they are easily able to 'switch off' and become so engrossed in their thoughts that the world outside of that small bubble simply disappears, when looking a piece of captivating art, waiting for their wife outside of the dress shop, being taken somewhere special all dressed up and waiting for a friend or a lift, looking at a beautiful woman, sitting in an airport or waiting for a bus or, simply staring into a river or a cloud, these are the moments when a little bliss or pleasure also leaves a person emotionally naked and so vulnerable as they expose and live within their most intimate thoughts of their passions or desires freed from responsible thought.
There are other groups and other situation by the myriad of course but, for the moment there are sufficient in this BLOG alone to keep me busy for a long time, Ive seen and known many, someone once said to me '' You dont know me'', but, the reality is that I have, another place, another time even another name, there are unlimited unique individuals in the world but always there will be specific group, peer, family or situation alignments, even a sets of specific reactions to given causal effects, people strive more often to fit in, to be seen and perceived as a part of a normal social group whichever social group they join, whatever lives they choose to live but always there is a degree of conformity between individuals, 'society' and more importantly, ''The System of life'' doesnt allow for unique individuals to co-exist by the millions of individuals who think they are a unique and individual.
The System cannot afford, literally, for individuality and uniqueness to exist no matter the propoganda, were we all to exist as an individual The system ceases to exist, if the system ceases to exist society as we know it will collapse and there is no coming back from that but for for decades of change and greater misery, for this reason alone is why I understand that people have to escape into their own world sometimes, I admire the individuals for their struggles are always greater than the conformist, a part of me imagines that, as I watch them, it might be the only time they can feel that they are really an individual with an individual free thought life.
My background is of the military and there are fewer totalitarian systems that exist even, even able to conform to a certain degree I found my freedom through escapism, into 'somewhere else' anywhere else where I could create or watch others, to see their struggles I found understanding as well as a balance for my own dual life, thankfully I have broken free of 'control' to a huge extent and though I manage to conform albeit minimally I find my freedom and escapism, even now through art and know from my watching that this is not the case for so many, those I plan to create.
Hypervigilant by nature I am captivated by these people who 'stand out from the crowd' for whatever reason, they know themselves for they are known for what and who they are both to others and, more importantly, to themselves.
having never really been able, or perhaps willing, to experience this sense of serenity beyond perhaps 90% security and 10% freedom my hypervigilance controls my life and I submit those figures for perhaps the most excellent day I could have, even at my most engrossed there is still and always 10% of my attention turned toward the sights, sounds, and body language of the people and the environment all around me, extrinsic reality-denying my most basic freedom, to live and to fully enjoy my life, I dont want to lose that ten percentage, but, in moments of watching another I see so much about a person, the last 10% of freedom I hold in reserve for home and studio !
To witness an individual in a 100% state of absent mindedness leaves me feeling sometimes quite breathless and often for the very and real state of vulnerability that they have adopted for a moments escapism into their thought world, more common in contemporary life it is the technology that takes people elsewhere to not only think of somewhere and something else but to actually 'be somewhere and, with someone else', as they become absolutely engrossed in their Phone, Tablet and social media they are lost to the world, an accident waiting to happen, it only takes a millisecond for that moment of complete separateness to turn into an absolute tragedy, I have seen it unfold so many times but, what can you do, tap on someones shoulder and suggest they stop doing what they are doing, to take notice of what is going on around them, it is unlikely that any caring intent would be appreciated at all, instead, I choose to watch them, observe them, even understand them, and now to model them.
Perhaps my Social Realism pieces may one day click with someone and save them a tragedy, neither I or they may never know but that is one of the beauties of art, auto-suggestion, a subliminal effect sometimes even to be touched profoundly but rarely fully understood.