lifes journey

Frustratingly all work has come to a halt, albeit loose ends are tied up however, I nontheless am forced to abandon any and all work while I prepare for my change of home and Studio, the move is good providing me with a 'centre' of Town apartment with much better light to paint by than I have at the moment. If it were not enough to have no work to do my evenings with my partner force an alternative universe upon me as she feeds her self with any number of woes by virtue of hours infront of the television, News channels, world Recession, Soaps, horror stories of Rape, Violence, wars, of G20 riots and exposed public figures ( mostly politicians getting caught doing something or other, a world I have been absent from for so long now that it all seems as though I have been transported to a torture chamber! There is little of beauty transmitted over the air waves and leaves me in no doubt that the english way of living a life filled with misery is as strong as it ever was and, wh...

Space, it is said, is the ultimate in luxury; as much as I appear to enjoy the networking and communications with others it nonetheless tires me immensely, so much so that to 'get away from it all' as is the dream of many is not so much an appreciated break for me as an absolute necessity, it took me hours to find my bit of space. It is a fact that to escape to the wilderness allows clarity of thought, a oneness within the simple beauty of Gods creations for me allows the confusions of life to be organised into priorities, the frustrations of life to become simplified and the answers to lifes dillemmas to become answered, it is from solitude and time with God that brings me the answers, my weekends walking was not wasted. I am a great believer that within every victim dwells a creative and for each untapped and unexpressed creative their resides a victim of life awaiting a catylist for a multitude of depressive type illnesses, this philosophy is borne, not only of my own lifes ...