lifes journey

after a short but serious period of emotional upheaval life is finaly starting to calm down, for sure there are a few lingering dramas but they are not only small enough but they are too distant as to have any effect upon me. the return to restructure a routine in my life allows me to once again experience the quiet joys, within my life,such as boredom, moments by myself are just so so necessary for me to function. The interaction with others that are not art related seriously effect my ability to create and be productive, some say that for me to be happy I should be in a shed in the middle of a forest with no-one within ten miles, though I do imagine that even ten miles sometimes is insufficient as that is a distance easily travelled by most., on the whole I dont provide any argument with them. I have recently managed to track down all of my children, so many years have passed they are no longer children, is it in their interest for me to contact them, will it provide any enhancement ...

The Poppy donated to Royal British Legion - Nov 2008 Are there others who ponder upon those things in life that are, to all intent and purpose, of little use in the world other than to those who wish to understand, to break-down, to quantify; are we, the modern, civilised and advanced of peoples the victims of all whom we look up to as the makers of this modern world, electricity, the telephone, the fabrics that make us a modern society are the very things that we regard as 'essential to life', the things that bring us the most sufferings when they are lost. Had we never had them at our disposal the world would be a very different place, would we have evolved beyond that which we now regard as 'third world', the primitives of modern times, would deforestation be an issue, wind farms an inconvenience, the mobile phones that we all carry, perhaps it is the abuse of modern technologies that will be our downfall. I have travelled much of the world and always found the most...

Retrospective, the time when all of your past becomes solidified, consolidated, the time when you find yourself and move forward, all baggage tended, all wrongs righted, all rights, entwined within your soul, an entire person or being ready to move forward with the positive energy from without.